Diary Of an Indigo

Hey Indigo's

Growing up as a kid I can honestly say that I had a great time and didn’t have to deal with too much adversity. My parents were great, my dad had a great job and my mom was at home with all of us every day.  A stay at home moms today is a very rare thing, but when I was coming up, it was more of the norm. It wasn’t until I hit early adulthood that things started to get a bit crazy, most of it, due to my health situation.  After being diagnosed with a rare form of cancer, things started to get a little scary and I began to deal with things that I never imagined.  Not only that, but they were things that I never even had to see my parents deal with, so I was pretty frustrated with dealing with them.  I can remember in one year, I lost my income completely, had a heart attack, several seizures and a stroke, and this was after my Mom and Dad passes away.  Of course I had an incredible wife to see me through all of this, but it was still tough to deal with for both of us.  Things are much better now, and even though the doctors told me I would never make it more than six months obviously I did.  Not only that, but we started our own businesses and are now able to make our own schedules in order to deal with our unique life style.  While we can’t live our lives like everyone else these days we can live and we love every moment of it.  Going through what we went through gave us a new outlook on life and forced us to see the alternatives that life offers instead of focusing on the road blocks that might come up. When we try to do something and it doesn’t work out the way we want, we don’t stop or say that it was a failure we alter our strategy and still come up with the result we were looking for in the first place.  Who cares if you can’t take Main St. to the playground, if 1^st. will get you there, just take that.  We joke around now and say that there is no such thing as a negative situation, only lessons learned, a person is not fat they just have a lot of relaxed muscle.  You’re not dumb, you just have a lot to learn, and of course that person is not ugly they just have a unique beauty.  I can go on for days with this but while we are joking we are serious at the same time. You have to train your mind to work this way, and once you do, it seems that the world just opens up to you. Decisions become much easier to make, and the result is no longer something to obsess over, because you know that whatever it is, it’s supposed to be, and you will make it work.  

Stay Indigo!!!!

JUDAH

Diary Of an Indigo

Hey Indigo's,

                  I learned something long ago that might have cut my stress almost in half. Have you ever had a friend, co-worker, or even family member who all of a sudden seemed to fall out of your life. That used to bother me to no end, leaving me wondering if it was something I did.  But instead of pointing all of the blame to my self I should have realized that this happens to everyone.  Like everything else in the universe people have a certain vibration or frequency that we function on. When we hit it off with someone and become very close with them, that's because in some way we are on the same frequency as them and can relate easily.  Kind of like when you are listening to the radio, (analog of course as I show my age) and sometimes you might be a spot that just doesn't get good reception. So we would move the antenna around, lift on leg in the air, and try to anything we could to get better reception to hear it better. Well that's what people often do, we break our own rules of engagement, overlook things that should be addressed. We do whatever we have to do just to try to fit a square peg in a round hole.  But the reality is that people change constantly as they must because anything that is not changing is dead.  And while we do have control of how our frequency changes most people just wait for an outside source to come along and change them. Unfortunately if your not careful what will change you will be the experience of being a doormat for people in life who are go getters and manipulators.  So when someone just falls out of your life without a trace don't blame them, don't get upset, and definitely don't say that you are not the one who changed. Because if you are still alive chances are you did change, and that's OK.

Today's Light

"We all have the ability to heal ourselves through the creator; I know, I have done so... 
In the morning, know that you are Loved, You Are Love and You Love"

Diary Of an Indigo

Hello Indigos,
                   Something that has been on my mind lately is the whole ordeal of kind of being punished or even the threat of being punished for being different.  Something that was meant to be a gift has been labeled as being bad and now most people don't any part of it as a result. It's almost as if people would rather be anything but different.  If you don't believe me, the next opportunity you get tell the people closest to you that you are changing your religion to anything but what you are.  And watch them scatter. You would think you just admitted to going crazy.  Coming from someone who has studied many religions I can tell you that the look you get from people when they see you reading a book on a religion that they have not accepted as being truth is priceless.  As if they have already checked with the council and you are wasting your time, because the "Truth " can only be found in one book, on certain pages. LOL  I am a firm believer that there is no such thing as bad/evil  information. I think information is light and light can be received in many different ways.  I will never accept someone telling me that there is one name or group that encompasses  and describes my thought process in one word. Maybe I don't believe it's necessarily possible  to take God and put him in a box so we can to easily present him to the world as being 1 and only 1 way, that everyone will agree on.  REALLY?  We are trying to break down the most Awesome entity in the universe? Why? Is Love not enough? If our intentions were consumed with love, shouldn't that be good enough? Or, are there other intentions being factored in here? So the next time you find yourself outside the box with others pointing fingers, think of the intentions in what you are doing and if it's aligned with love, tell them they may want to join you outside the box sometime, and move on. Then ask what their intentions were in pointing you out. I guess what I'm saying is "Don't allow others to force you to put a label on yourself. "You just are", and that is good enough for anyone.

Stay Indigo!!!!!


JUDAH

Diary of an Indigo

Hey Indigos,
                  As some of you already know and others of you are learning Monday's are dedicated to Diary of an Indigo which are the days that personal experiences are brought to light and I try to explain what I learned or got from them.  This Monday however for some reason I had tons of things to write about but none of them seemed to sit right with me because they felt out of place or untimely.  Then out of the blue, (Blue/Indigo get it?) I was made aware of two people on Facebook who seemed to be hitting a rough spot. Not only that, but both people happened to be very positive entities.  The ones who most people tend to rely on for reenforcement through out the week.  Instantly I felt bad because all this time I forgot that they are people too.  I mean, I knew they were people but they live with the same troubles the rest of us do, the difference is that they have exercised their ability to change the energy around them so they aren't effected as much as most people.  One of these people is a member of Indigo Nation, something that I hold near and dear to my heart because it does good for so many.  Indigo Nation is a place of refuge.  Somewhere a person can go to have their spirit filled with light and put their troubles on the table for others to help sort out.  So I have to bring to light something I have noticed over the past months as my awakening process has become more intense.  Just because we as Indigos have decided to live on a higher vibration, does not exclude us from the troubles of others that have decided to remain on the lower vibrations.  Although I wish it were the case, that just doesn't happen. In fact I tend to believe that since energy can't be destroyed that some of the negative energy that overflows in the universe will come our way at times because we are the ones who can handle it.  And the stronger you are the more negative energy you will be responsible for converting into something that the rest of the world can't handle.  Now that might not make a person feel better during the time of trouble but I believe it to be true and have to remember to thank all of those powerful Indigos for the great job you do at.......well we will call it energy conversion. As you go through what it is that is challenging you remember that you have been chosen to take this on by the universe because you know what to do with it.  So get it done and then use that experience to help others who would have been destroyed by what you handled. Please lets all meditate/pray that we all stay strong for each other and the world, after all we are the protectors in a way and we have to stay strong for each other as we are the spiritual warriors who fight the fight.  Thank you all.

Stay Indigo!!!!!

JUDAH

Mid-Week Mix

Hey Indigos,

                  I have found that Enigma is a great CD to play when things get to be too much for you in daily life. Even if things aren't crazy around you and you just want to relax, it's a great tool. I say tool because the music is relaxing and the message within the music is positive. You will find that, if you are a little more cognizant of the energy that is around you at all times, it helps a great deal in the long run as well as creates a desirable now.  So don't rely on the people or things around you to keep you in a good place, create it for yourself, at all times.  The song you are listening to is names "Return To Innocence" for a reason.

Stay Indigo!!!!


JUDAH

Who or What Controls us?

Hey Indigos,
                   Today I wanted to speak on the topic of "Keeping it real " or "Keeping it true" or "Being true to your self" , well  you know what I mean.lol  I have always heard people talk about being true to them selves but it didn't occur to me that most people probably don't even know what it means to stay true to themselves until my awakening process began.  Think of it this way, people in general only use about 5-10 % of their conscious mind to engage in daily activity. The other 90-95% is controlled by the sub-conscious.  This means that before you even wake up in the morning 90-95 % of what your going to do during the day and how your going to react to certain things are programed into your subconscious before you even do it.  Our minds are like tape recorders in a way, that just absorb information constantly and program our minds without us even thinking about it.  All of those actions and responses that come second nature to you, do so because everything you see and hear is involved in this process from the time you are born.  Now, that being said,when you are keeping it true who are you keeping it true too.  After all 95% of what you are programmed with comes from areas of your life that you didn't necessarily hand pick.  If you don't believe me that your mind is like a big tape recorder, think about the las time you thought you didn't hear what someone said to you.  You ask them what they said and before they can answer you, you replay it in your head and answer for them. You though you didn't hear them but your mind picked them up loud and clear.  Just like that example, you learn things about yourself from outside stimuli without even realizing it.  So who really defines you.  If you didn't have anything else to compare to,what would you think about yourself.  Who defines what is good or bad?  And again "Who are you keeping it real with or to."  We all have to take some time to separate ourselves from ourselves, and everyone else, to see what we are really like, who we really are. As apposed to who we are told we are.  Most people will never do this, but thats why we are Indigos, we do what others won't, so we can figure out the things they can't.  That doesn't make us better, but it does make us who we are, and thats light givers.

Stay Indigo!!!


JUDAH

Mid Week Mix

Hey Indigos,
                   This song really brings back memories, and if you listen to the words it's all about creating your own reality. This has been around us for so long but if you are not in the right mindset you will miss it.  Thats why I love the arts, you can express what seems  to be one thought, and reach so many people, on so many different levels.

Stay Indigo!!!!!!

JUDAH

Todays Light

Hey Indigos,

There is nothing enlightened about making yourself appear smaller just to avoid making others around you feel inadequate.

Diary Of an Indigo

Hey Indigos,

                  I was talking to a good friend of mine whose opinion I respect very much. He confided in me that he had an opportunity that was basically a dream come true.  Sounds great right? The only issue was that this new opportunity for some reason had him a little nervous.  So much that he didn't know if he was going to take it.  Now to him it really isin't a big deal because in the eyes of most people he is already successful and doesn't necessarily need the opportunity but it would have been nice.  The cool part was that he actually said I helped him out in the conversation and he has no idea that he is the one who helped me.  I happened to be goind through the same type of situation but I didn't talk to anyone about it because it was one of those situations where you feel like you are the only one.  For me to see that even someone with his level of success goes through the same thing taught me that it's not fearlessness that should be rewarded it is the ability to work through the fear that should.  On the other hand I learned that everything we do effects the universe.  I say that this because a situation that meant so little to him was a major break through for me, and a simple honest opinion from me helped him work through something that he might not have given much thought to.  I guess thats where the butterfly effect comes from.  So this is why I say always keep the big picture in mind the greater good should always be worked into every decision that we make.  Because if we do that, then we avoid situations of subconscious selfishness. When I say that I mean we are all one consciousness and knowing that, you have to keep in mind that every situation and feeling you have if not just yours but a small part of a whole that is called "The Universe". So don't take anything for granted and allow yourself to play your role without getting in your own way.  It will do wonders for you and everyone else.  By the way he is going to take the opportunity.

Stay Indigo!!!

JUDAH

Life is an illusion Consciousness is real

Hey Everyone,

                  Since I've come to the realization that there is one consciousness, life has changed for me in ways that I can't even   explain.  The idea of one love and one consciousness is a concept that is awesome in its self.  We are all here on earth together and everything we do, effects others as well as ourselves.  Now take into consideration that we in a sense create our own reality. All of our thoughts are part of the reality that we are creating for ourselves and therefore, becomes a part of everyone else's reality.  We might decide to remove ourselves from other peoples lives for one reason or another but we could never remove ourselves from another persons universe.  Now that might sound extreme but what I'm saying is, no matter what, we are all here together weaving our own respective realities that tie into others realities.  So where does one start and another end?  If you put a drop of water in the ocean where does that drop begin and the ocean end?  It doesn't, they are now one, just like people in this world.  Some drops may make a larger ripple effect but at the end of the day all of the drops become part of the same whole.  If you keep this in mind as you go through out your days it will not only remind you of what is important,(The Greater Good) but will keep you grounded and humble.  And since Ego seems to be where most of the worlds troubles stem from, thats plenty to be said.  I mean if people could get their Ego under control we would all experience a much deeper and more meaningful life.  Remember we are all energy and like it or not we are effected by each others energy, so lets take control of what we can, and allow love to take over, because if you can only have one consciousness love would be the one to choose.

Stay Indigo!!!       

JUDAH

Diary of an Indigo

I was thinking recently about Indigos and how many different types there are as well as how many people are Indigos and don't even realize it. There is a technical term for Indigos and there is also a more broad description of them that most people can identify with. The technical description, I have realized through my life experiences fit me like a glove but it didn't really resonate with me until I got to a certain point in my awakening process. This wasn't some magical ceremony that changed my life around in a matter of minutes but a lengthy process that over time enabled me to live life in a more meaningful way and realize that the only thing that really exist is the moment you are in. The past is over and the future is not here yet.  I guess you could say that as life went on I learned to live deeper.  Living should be something that comes as naturally as breathing but that just isn't the case.  Most people by the time they are young kids have their values ingrained in them by mass media and friends and even their parents. 'To do this is cool", "to have that is cool" and so on.  It's almost like we are being led by people who have all the money and toys a person can get and they label that happy, knowing that they are not.  Meanwhile there are many people who might have 1/4 of what those others have acquired and because they have a great sense of self and love they are in absolute bliss.I guess what I am saying is that in life if your not careful you can find yourself living someone else's description of a happy life and not even know what makes you happy.  Well part of being an Indigo is knowing yourself and not caring what others label you or what they think of you.  It seems that the road less traveled is usually the one you should take.  Because simply put, most people are scared of sticking out. Even in a society that supposedly praises variety and individuality we don't want to get too far outside the box.  But thats where true freedom is, and unless you take a chance at being true to yourself you are robbing yourself of your true destiny and robbing the world of your gift to it.

Stay Indigo!!!!  

JUDAH

Diary of an Indigo

Hey Indigos,
                  For this weeks diary of an Indigo entry I figured I would enter something that came to me a few nights ago. Sometimes out of the blue things will just pop in my head that I may have thought of before but more detail or clarity was needed and it comes to me at the weirdest times.  What I was thinking was that since people are energy and everything around us is pretty much energy, then there is no such thing as being idle or truly neutral. Let me give you an example of what I'm talking about.  In life, most people are out to survive in some way. Whether it be a job or a business or even a hustle.  That means in order to succeed in what they are trying to do they have to take from somewhere. That includes energy, which means that no energy will be wasted.  So if there is something that you are trying to accomplish then if you don't move actively to rearrange the energy around you for the greater good then someone else will. And it might not be for the greater good. It definitely might not be for the betterment of your situation.  Notice I said the "Greater Good", thats because a person with Indigo Swagg "US" is always thinking of the greater good.  There is such a thing as a "win win" and we tend to find it.  Unfortunately not everyone thinks that way.  There are others out there that only care about their own agenda, and these people have the same rights to the energy that is available to everyone as we do.  So it's our duty to remain active and be that alchemist that constantly changes the universe in a positive way while bettering our own lives. Please don't let anyone convince you that in this life you should sacrifice your well being and not have the best life you can because we all deserve the best and it can be accomplished.  In fact when it is accomplished you then become an inspiration to others to live their best life possible, and as more people do that less people will be stuck in misery and hopelessness. How is that not a "win/win", you can make others happy by being truly happy yourself.  Remember the energy is out there to do what you want, use it for yourself before someone else uses it against you.

Stay Indigo!!!


JUDAH

Todays Light

Hey Indigo family,


Everyone on earth has a treasure that awaits them, so start digging.


JUDAH

Todays Light

Hey Indigos,

"Believe nothing because it is written in books.
Believe nothing because wise men say it is so.
Believe nothing because it is religious doctrine.
Believe it only because you yourself know it to be true."

Siddharta Gautama Buddha (563-483 B.C.)


Stay Indigo!!!


JUDAH

Mid Week Mix

Hey Everyone,
I thought this song would be appropriate since we spoke about being different and being yourself at all cost on Monday.  If you do that then you never have to worry about making the right move.
Stay Indigo!!!

JUDAH

Mid Week Mix

Hey Indigo Family,
                              I had to play this today. One thing that can never be denied about us is that we can't be stopped from being who we are. Not by anyone else anyway. So just dance............lol.   Enjoy

Stay Indigo!!!!!

JUDAH

Diary of an Indigo

Diary of an Indigo

Since I’ve been in the business world I’ve heard countless times that it’s a dog eat dog world.  And I almost got caught up in that mind set.  It’s fast paced and if you don’t thrive in that world you won’t eat. It’s as simple as that.  I learned that the hard way. I’ve been involved in business transactions that have taken years from my life with me spending my time and money faithfully and in return receiving nothing. But there was a life lesson learned that was priceless.  Granted you can’t pay the bills with a life lesson but at the end of the day, my business is in a much better place and things are moving swiftly in the right direction. We are in a better position now than we ever thought we would be.  It turns out that people were watching the whole time and loved the way we handled the situation.  See, we could have come out of those business deals saying that we were going to take back from the universe what those people took from us but we didn’t.  We (my wife and business partner) decided that we were going to prove the nay sayers wrong and continue to do business the right way and try to attract like minded people. Well one year later we have a network of businesses that all work together and we have created a professional and safe business environment, one with dogs who don’t like to eat dogs. Lol And we all love it.  That goes to show you if you build it they will come.  We do have the ability to create our own reality. And sometimes we have those people who try to destroy us, to thank for it. So……lets all just thank them and keep moving.

Stay Indigo!!!

JUDAH

Indigo Nations Health Review W/ Alim Hagan

Hey Everyone hope you enjoy this weeks Health review, it was another inspiring and informative call by Indigo Nations Life/Health coach Alim Hagan.

Stay Indigo!!!              "We are who we've been waiting for."

JUDAH

Pineal gland ( Our Third Eye)

Hey Indigo Family,

                            Did you guys know that we all have a gland in our bodies that is called the pineal gland that secretes a substance (DMT) that is many times more potent than any hallucinogenic drug known to man. Thats right acid,  lsd you name it.  Right in our bodies.  Now, it has been said for years that the reason many people even experiment with these drugs is to escape their current reality/dimension. Well if you put these two facts together, then you get the impression that we already have the ability to do this with out any help.  I'm not sure about you but when I first heard this I was not only confused but a little angry.  If we posses a gland in us that is this powerful how am I just hearing abou this. Some one doesn't want this information getting out but why. I mean if we have been empowered with something this powerful shouldn't we all know it.  Shouldn't we have  a better understanding of ourselves in and out so we all know what we are capable of.  I'm sure there are plenty of people out there that could use this information, to raise their own confidence as well as others. This pineal gland is considered the third eye because it acts as another sense that most of us didn't even realize we had. So do we have 5senses 6 or what?  How effective could drug rehab be for some if they could be taught about this unique ability? And another question, since this gland really exists, who has been using it, and for what? I know I still have a lot of questions, and I'm sure many of you do too.  But for now, learn all you can about this gland and yourself. We obviously have something that we posses that is worth others trying to hide. Lets find out why.

Stay Indigo!!!        "We are who we've been waiting for."          

JUDAH